Depending on who you ask, "
getting your feelings hurt really easily" is-- or is
not-- at the heart of what "Being A Highly Sensitive Person" is all about.
For some people, it feels like it is
precisely what it means "to be an HSP."
I happen to be one of the HSPs who does
not believe this is the core of our HSP-ness. Neither does Elaine Aron, and she's the one who did the original research on high sensitivity. In fact, if you take a deeper look at Elaine's writings and books you will find that she doesn't say much about this topic, at all. And if you look at
Elaine's Sensitivity Self-Test there's
not a single question there phrased like "
I get my feelings hurt very easily Y/N."
Part of the "problem" is that "Sensitivity" is a difficult word to define. And a lot of folks latch onto some interpretation of the word
that's meaningful to them, and then declare themselves a "Highly Sensitive Person" without ever looking at the
science and
research that gave rise to the term. Ironically, this is just a variation on the way we HSPs often feel marginalized by the way
non-HSPs will "label" and judge us unfairly, based on an incorrect/incomplete interpretation of the word "sensitive."
Don't get me wrong, there are a
lot of people in the world who are
emotionally sensitive. And a lot of these emotionally sensitive people are HSPs. But there are also a lot of HSPs who are
not particularly emotionally sensitive. There's no doubt the two can be quite
similar... but they are
not the same thing!
The thing that sometimes baffles me is the way people can go take Elaine's sensitivity self-test, answer "yes" to almost ALL the questions... and yet
the only thing they ever talk about is how they get their feelings hurt all the time.
Humor me, and take a moment to go
look at the questionnaire (link above). Don't look at it from the perspective of "evaluating yourself," but from the perspective of actually
reading each item in the list and then considering what it is actually
asking or
saying. What is the quiz designed to actually ascertain?
I'm often surprised by the sheer number of people who do this little exercise and then come back to me and say "
Yeah, but that's not really HOW I see myself as being highly sensitive."
OK...?
But you still answered "yes" to 25 of the 27 questions... and yet you're saying you don't actually "
identify" with Elaine Aron's definition of an HSP. If you don't mind my asking,
why are you embracing this "label" if it actually
isn't that accurate for you?
In many ways, I'm a bit of what you might call a "cage rattler." I rattle people's "cages" because I believe-- based both on personal (and often uncomfortable) experience as well as 30-odd years rattling around the consciousness and self-development industry-- that most
true healing that leads us towards living a balanced and happy life demands that we look at the "uncomfortable truths" in our lives. I definitely do not "rattle people's cages" because I
like to hurt feelings... I rattle cages because sometimes we have to be "jolted" out of our natural tendencies to grow complacent about our self-growth process.
So if your "feelings are hurt" by what I have just written here, I'm sorry about that. But let's use it as an opportunity to take a deeper look at the HSP trait, as it
really is.
What we HSPs have-- when we use Elaine Aron's original definition-- is "a finely tuned nervous system." And that manifests in many, many different ways.
Some of these ways are--
definitely-- "emotionally based" or "of the mind." We process deeply. We notice subtleties. We feel people's moods and energies. We experience "intensely." We're typically very empathic.
Naturally, we will also experience
hurts-- like feeling slighted or insulted-- more intensely. And because of the "deep processing" we engage in, we're likely to "brood" more. When something it hurtful, it hurts us
more than non-HSPs. On the other hand (
and this tends to be overlooked, or forgotten!) when we experience something
amazing, we also experience JOY more intensely.
In her workshops and books, one of the things Elaine Aron has repeatedly pointed out is that HSPs who grew up in "difficult" childhood situations are likely to be more "damaged" by their situation than their non-HSP peers, and more likely to experience pain from subsequent difficulties, hurts and setbacks... BUT, HSPs who grew up with a "supportive" childhood situation are actually LESS likely than their non-HSP peers to experience pain from slights and setbacks.
By extension, such a "well balanced" HSP is also
less likely to dwell easily hurt feelings, because of a greater capacity to
deal with such incidents. For them, "easily hurt feelings" isn't part of the HSP "equation."
In short, we HSPs tend to live towards the extreme ends of the spectrum... on both the positive and negative sides.
But let's get back to HSPs and easily hurt feelings.
Nobody-- least of all me-- is trying to take away or marginalize anyone's right to have easily hurt feelings! Truthfully, these both
are, and
are not, related to being an HSP. The important thing is that we must understand what they
actually "are." They may be "
related," but are
not part of the "
definition" of the trait... they
are part of how the trait leads us to
process negative experiences. It's a bit like one of those "word problems" back in school:
When you're an HSP you may experience painful situations more deeply and you may experience hurt feelings more deeply, but simply getting your feelings hurt deeply and easily does not "make you an HSP."
Personally, I
am "emotionally sensitive." But it was never that tendency to get my feelings hurt easily
nor my tendency to perceive "general neutral statements" as "slights" directed specifically at ME that led me to "identify" with "Being a Highly Sensitive Person," back in 1997. It was relating to how
all the world always felt overwhelming and overstimulating to me. Were my hurt feelings and hyper-awareness of "imaginary" slights authentic and real? Absolutely! But "real" as they were, they were not-- and ARE not-- what "makes" me an HSP.
If there's a "definition" that fits what it "means" to be an HSP, it is that we are easily overwhelmed and overstimulated by LIFE. "Hurt feelings" and "slights" are just a tiny,
tiny corner of that bigger picture called "life." "Hurt feelings" are a consequence of something; a response; a reaction... but not a neurological state. Choosing to
define our HSP-ness as revolving around "easily hurt feelings" is a bit like focusing on a red flower in a painting while being oblivious to the entire landscape the artist painted for us.
Now, some might say that I am "splitting hairs" over minor semantic details... but... not really. And I write quite a bit about the topic of emotional sensitivity, as well. If this is a topic of interest to you, you might wish to check out my article "
HSP Living: Intense Feelings and Learning to Respond Instead of React" which examines how we as "intense HSPs" can best handle our feelings.
In "scientific terms" what we're talking about is the difference between a "causal" and a "coincidental" relationship between "easily hurt feelings" and "being an HSP." And that's a
big difference.
Talk Back: How do you "identify" your sensitivity? Have "easily hurt feelings" been central to how you perceive yourself as being "highly sensitive?" Is that still true? When you took Elaine Aron's HSP quiz, did you answer "yes" to almost all the questions? Did some of the HSP "definition" leave you with doubts, or does it fit perfectly? Please leave a comment!
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